Wednesday, June 20, 2012
I'm lazy...
... so I haven't been writing anything for a while. And I'm still too lazy sorry -___-' I'll try to add some photos + stories of Hanami, Desucon and Red Ribbon vocaloid meeting V when I have time...
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Three weeks left....
My Riku costume is 90 % done
Kaito 90 % done too (it's missing the shoes but I'm not going to make them to Desucon.... So this costume is kinda ready)
Kain 12 % done
Kaito 90 % done too (it's missing the shoes but I'm not going to make them to Desucon.... So this costume is kinda ready)
Kain 12 % done
Monday, April 23, 2012
My desucon costumes + matryoshka Kaito
Riku KH 3D |
Kaito |
Kain Highwind Dissidia 012 |
Riku: 80%
Kaito: 85%
Kain: 5%
Matryoshka Kaito: 5%
I have 7 weeks to get those ready D8 Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttttttasfdghj. Okay, I'm sure that I can finnish Riku and both Kaitos on time but Kain... asdfasdf.......
About last meeting
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Derp
I baked some cupcakes. And ate dough.
And I feel sick. Not because of eating the dough. My head hurts...
And the thing I wanted to wrtite about:
I have a little complex about my face and body. I just can't see myself as a pretty girl. I would make a pretty guy but not a pretty girl. I'm flat and when I'm wearing dresses I just look like a crossdressing guy. Okay and I never have been acting like a girl... If I had to been born as a girl then why couldn't I at least look like one and have big boobs? Sometimes I think I should try to dress up and act girlier but then again, when I'm doing that, I feel like I'm forcing myself to act like somebody I'm not. I wish I could learn to love myself as the way I am and not wanting to change. I was born with this body and gender. I can't change neither of them. I used to wish that I were a guy but now I wish I could have been a proper girl. Right now, I feel like I don't have a gender at all. I can never become a guy yet I don't actually want to be a girl. But still I feel like that I can't go on forever playing a guy. Because I know I'm not. Sorry for being an emo kid. Maybe if I had a boyfriend I would start to feel more like a girl. Or gay. But I kinda like girls a little bit more than guys.. Asd maybe I should go to sleep, I still feel sick -___-' .
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... Da fuck I just wrote...?
And I feel sick. Not because of eating the dough. My head hurts...
And the thing I wanted to wrtite about:
I have a little complex about my face and body. I just can't see myself as a pretty girl. I would make a pretty guy but not a pretty girl. I'm flat and when I'm wearing dresses I just look like a crossdressing guy. Okay and I never have been acting like a girl... If I had to been born as a girl then why couldn't I at least look like one and have big boobs? Sometimes I think I should try to dress up and act girlier but then again, when I'm doing that, I feel like I'm forcing myself to act like somebody I'm not. I wish I could learn to love myself as the way I am and not wanting to change. I was born with this body and gender. I can't change neither of them. I used to wish that I were a guy but now I wish I could have been a proper girl. Right now, I feel like I don't have a gender at all. I can never become a guy yet I don't actually want to be a girl. But still I feel like that I can't go on forever playing a guy. Because I know I'm not. Sorry for being an emo kid. Maybe if I had a boyfriend I would start to feel more like a girl. Or gay. But I kinda like girls a little bit more than guys.. Asd maybe I should go to sleep, I still feel sick -___-' .
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... Da fuck I just wrote...?
Sunday, February 26, 2012
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